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That's....Better.....
Apr. 26th, 2005 01:55 pmQuick update: Feeling better. Not perfect.
Longer Update: After a night at work in which I had to constantly hold myself onto the chair by pushing my knees into the armrests as hard as I could, the world started to slow down to a nice roll by the end of the night, as opposed to its ferocious spinning.
The world is still rolling, and coming into focus as though from a distance much farther away from me than usual. A quick movement of my eyes or head will still cause the world to swim slightly.
I'm trying to cut back on sugars, in the hope (fear?) that this is what is causing the problem, and thus is what will fix the problem. If cutting back for a while doesn't help to fix the issue, I will have to go see a doctor, and those that know me well will know that I truly don't want to have to go that route.
If I wait a bit longer than I probably should, I'll actually have health insurance, so I'll probably do that.
Part of me just wants to go curl up in a ball, close my eyes, and sleep the day away. A big part of me. Unfortunately, I think that's just some chemically-unbalanced-caused mini-depression, so I'm just fighting it by staying up, keeping busy, and getting some sun. It's not easy, but "nothing good ever is," as people used to tell me.
Time to get off this computer thing and get busy cleaning up around here. Wish me better!
Longer Update: After a night at work in which I had to constantly hold myself onto the chair by pushing my knees into the armrests as hard as I could, the world started to slow down to a nice roll by the end of the night, as opposed to its ferocious spinning.
The world is still rolling, and coming into focus as though from a distance much farther away from me than usual. A quick movement of my eyes or head will still cause the world to swim slightly.
I'm trying to cut back on sugars, in the hope (fear?) that this is what is causing the problem, and thus is what will fix the problem. If cutting back for a while doesn't help to fix the issue, I will have to go see a doctor, and those that know me well will know that I truly don't want to have to go that route.
If I wait a bit longer than I probably should, I'll actually have health insurance, so I'll probably do that.
Part of me just wants to go curl up in a ball, close my eyes, and sleep the day away. A big part of me. Unfortunately, I think that's just some chemically-unbalanced-caused mini-depression, so I'm just fighting it by staying up, keeping busy, and getting some sun. It's not easy, but "nothing good ever is," as people used to tell me.
Time to get off this computer thing and get busy cleaning up around here. Wish me better!
