
I can remember when "staying up late" meant that I saw the sunrise through the trees of my friend's backyard, or getting home just before it was time to get up for school the next day. Usually, I'll admit, I ended up staying home from school when I was up that late, but I never would have considered midnight "late."
Then I vaguely recall, with a sense of someone possibly making up the memory because they think they should be able to remember it, when "up late" meant after 8 or 8:30. The disappointment when my parents suddenly realized that it was after 9, that the movie they were watching was probably going to give me nightmares for a week, and that I was gleefully watching it, quietly watching them to make sure they didn't notice me.
Now, it's eleven at night, dark outside, the dogs sleeping in the bedroom with Maria, and my eyes are trying to betray me. I want to go to bed, go to sleep and be blissfully unaware for a while. I could, very easily, and not regret it in the morning except for knowing that I could have stayed up later and gotten more done. A small regret, when all is said and done, really.
At midnight I'll sneak into the bedroom, slide under the covers next to Maria while quieting Monster down as she yips at me from inside her cage, and push MaiTai closer to the bottom of the bed where she normally sleeps. I'll drop off into sleep quickly, without all the normal nighttime tossing and turning that comes with going to bed before I'm really ready, and I'll dream.
Morning will come, and hopefully, if my projection is correct, and I have actually been getting too much sleep lately, I'll feel refreshed and ready to face the day. I might stay in bed until after Maria's done getting ready for her day, since I don't have to actually go to work until nine or so, but at 7:30 I want to be up and out of bed, ready to face the day.
Yeah. Good luck with that. My other half that's not nearly as positive says quite plainly "Screw you! I'm going to bed now, sleeping in, and getting 9 hours of sleep!"
Guess we'll see who wins, both tonight and in the morning.