Oct. 9th, 2008

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I knew I had it.

All of it.

And it was good.

Everything was clear, perfect. My mind wrapped around everything and put it in order for me. (I had talked to someone, maybe? Talked? But no-one was around) Everything, everything had come clear. Nothing could stop me, and life was mine.

It faded.

A moment later, it was gone. (Something nagged me, I was forgetting something.)

The revelation that put everything where it belonged simply stepped back, an inch from my consciousness, and faded into the background. The elation was still there, the pure bliss of knowing it was all going to be okay. The rush from the (conversation? what conversation?) moment was still there, but I didn't (why did I think I was talking to someone?) know why.

Everything made sense (did it?) and was going to be okay (was it?).

For a moment I knew bliss, perfection. For a moment (I don't remember) someone (who?) told me everything would be fine. One second (one hour) later, it was (gone) fading.

But it was real.

(I think.)

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