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jmfargoSend/Receive, I hit it again and watch. Sending, receiving it tells me, server is empty and then again on my second account, but it pauses. Getting one of one? Oh joy, perhaps some words of wisdom from a friend or a reply to a reply that I wrote on ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
theferrett's livejournal? Maybe my family finally telling me when they're coming out for the planned visit in August, or an old friend writing to say hello?
What could it...oh. Deleted spam. Wonderful, I can increase my pen 15 if I really want to.
Minutes pass and I work, hoping any minute to hear the sound, the sound that means someone has written me, the sound that means something I've said matters, the sound that makes me a real person!
Silence.
Send/Receive, I hit it again and watch.
Am I the only one who judges how well their day is going based upon how many messages they receive in that devil email box?
I think I am.
theferrett's livejournal? Maybe my family finally telling me when they're coming out for the planned visit in August, or an old friend writing to say hello?What could it...oh. Deleted spam. Wonderful, I can increase my pen 15 if I really want to.
Minutes pass and I work, hoping any minute to hear the sound, the sound that means someone has written me, the sound that means something I've said matters, the sound that makes me a real person!
Silence.
Send/Receive, I hit it again and watch.
Am I the only one who judges how well their day is going based upon how many messages they receive in that devil email box?
I think I am.
