I've been a model so many times that there are literally thousands upon thousands of naked drawings of me out there, assuming they haven't just been trashed.
It's still nerve-wracking each and every time I agree to do it again. I get the "I don't want to do it" vibe right up until I step onto that well-lit stage, looking out at the sea of intent faces. The feeling just goes away at that moment, because I'm there, and I'm doing it, and it's too late to back out.
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Date: 2009-04-01 06:42 pm (UTC)It's still nerve-wracking each and every time I agree to do it again. I get the "I don't want to do it" vibe right up until I step onto that well-lit stage, looking out at the sea of intent faces. The feeling just goes away at that moment, because I'm there, and I'm doing it, and it's too late to back out.